My 28th Contract

Time passes so fast
Guess, the Almighty has pushed the fast forward button
I am thanking Him for it
He has been creating my days with the great story-board; arguing my options, testifying my choices, protecting me from mislead ways, approving my proposal of life, selecting people around me, blessing me talent and all He has given to my life that I can't say one by one

On the day, the level will be upgraded and the 28th contract has been waiting.

I pray Bismillahirahmannirahiim...
I wish for all the best for me and anything in this world that related to me
Guess, that's enough...

The other half of my heart

Bang!
It was just like a dynamite that ready to explode
Bang!
Since you left me behind for the reason that broke me into pieces
I was there
Alone
Tried to figure it out
Yeah...
You left me behind and wings off to the unknown world

I could hardly believe of the crack which I had to face
You are the other half of my heart
But
You couldn't stick here in my life

You made me alienated
And I became a bitter one
The darkness had filled my previous days
Till another shit thing came around
And I had to face and deal with

Yeah...
Maybe all those cracks had teached me
How tough I am and at the end that is someday I could find the other half of my heart again

So sad indeed
I always whispered through every hard breath I made
"I need you my other half...Please come back...Please bright me again with your existence in my bleak life"

Years had passed
And I gradually became better
Don't know which power I have could save me
Thought I had lost all the power to be alive

Time after time
Till I build a family and my own business
I feel better
At least, I have them whenever I feel crack and empty
But still...
I haven't yet found what I need

Snap!
For years...
Those feelings never emerge
I am so surprised...happy oh so happy...shaking...yeah...I feel it again!
All the feelings strucked me suddenly

Click yes!
Of course I accepted you...
Rejoining my life
For...you are who I've been looking and waiting for
Though maybe I find you in different looks and background

That's fine...
I don't care...
For me, you're still the other half of my heart...and always be...
I feel your bright come across to enlighten my bleak, tortured and empty heart

Please come to my days...
Just to ensure and watch me
That's I am still alive
Yeah...
and feel so alive...

Dear, my other half...
I need you to help and support me
To put back the broken pieces for years ago...

Thank you... :)

Deep Inside Your Heart

We never know what other have in their minds and hearts.
We also sometimes never know what exactly things in our minds and heart for minds and hearts do not keep the things (memories) we have seen and felt but they imply those things into something so real to us though they may be as a reality indeed or just a dream...

Deep inside your heart...
Whatever it is...right or wrong doesn't exist here coz heart never say sth wrong

Deep inside your heart...
Just you who know the fill of your heart
Often, you deny or distract it...

Deep inside your heart
The honest thing reveals...
And that your life derived from :)

"Kidnap me, please..." (an example)

Apa yang anda pikirkan saat mendengar atau melihat kalimat tersebut? Di benak anda mungkin aneh. Mana ada orang yang dengan senang hati mau diculik apalagi diculik oleh komplotan penjahat kelas kakap di luar sana dengan meminta tebusan dalam jumlah yang tidak masuk akal (menurut saya). Bagaimanapun nyawa tidak sebanding dengan berapapun besar jumlah uang tebusan.

Jauh dari pembahasan mengenai penculikan seperti itu, “Kidnap me, please…” disini akan mengangkat sisi lain (read: sisi liar atau fantasi) makna penculikan. Pernahkah anda terlintas saat anda tengah kasmaran dengan sang pujaan atau kekasih anda. Mungkin khayalan seperti pergi berlibur bersama atau sekedar makan malam romantis terlintas di benak anda, Namun, kadang kaum wanita enggan untuk memulai terlebih dulu untuk mewujudkannya. Mungkin kaum wanita diciptakan selalu menerima dan kaum pria seharusnyalah yang memulai segala sesuatu dalam suatu hubungan. Padahal, berdasarkan survey yang dilakukan mengenai masalah ini, 50% kaum pria menginginkan pasangan atau gebetannya memiliki ide sedikit “out of box” (read: liar) dengan alasan hubungan yang tengah dibina terasa lebih hidup dan menggairahkan.

Salah satu pria yang kami survey bercerita mengenai petualangan dan hubungan percintaannya dengan gebetannya yang sekarang menjadi kekasihnya. Pria berinisial H ini mengawali hubungan dengan kekasihnya saat mereka berada dalam lingkup kerja yang sama. Dari awal melihat, pria ini mengaku naksir berat kepada wanita yang menjadi kekasihnya sekarang itu. Selain kecantikan dari luar ternyata ada sisi yang berbeda yang pria ini rasakan. Berdekatan dengan wanita itu bagaikan menari di langit (read: seru). Beruntungnya pria ini disambut terbuka oleh sang pujaan. Menurutnya komunikasi yang hangat disertai jokes-jokes atau diskusi yang seimbang menjadikan komunikasi dua arah terbentuk dengan baik dan lancar.
Suatu ketika si wanita berulang tahun, si pria berniat memberikan kado istimewa yaitu mengutarakan niatnya untuk menjadi pacarnya. Lucunya wanita ini ketika ditanya mau kado apa (selain yang kado rahasia tadi), dia malah menjawab “Kidnap me, please…”.
Pria 30 tahun ini terkejut tentunya. Bagaimana tidak terkejut ternyata sang gebetan sudah merasakan hal yang sama tanpa dia harus mengutarakan terlebih dahulu. Kebetulan pria ini tipe yang sangat fleksibel. Dia berpendapat bahwa wanita itu makhluk yang unik tapi kadang menyesatkan. Namun kali ini, cupid tidak salah memanahkan hati kepadanya. “Kidnap me, please…” dengan lugas dia merespon “ Sure I will…for you on your special day…” ^__^

Jadi, untuk mengutarakan perasaan tidak selalu tabu bukan. Selama dalam batas-batas jauh dari agresif. Kadang jokes-jokes memberikan sentuhan natural atau santai dalam suatu komunikasi antar lawan jenis seperti jokes “Kidnap me, please…” tadi. Pria cenderung bebas dan menginginkan hubungan yang tidak monoton. Saya yakin hubungan yang tengah dibangun terasa lebih hidup dan bergairah. Selamat mencoba tips ini. “Kidnap me, please…”

Menu of The Day

What you will fill on your empty plate or glass in your hands today?

A cook has already served a set of complete menu;
The main course, dessert, appetizer and drink with its variants

The ingredients of main course are well-combined with high-tech and healthy cooking process
Those are served well-furnished

The dessert are created by sweet and sour ingredients
Its aim is to give fresh touch for the enjoyers' tongues

What about the appetizer?
The appetizer is made full of passion for it becomes the first impression whether the next menu is tasty or not

And the drink choices are mixed of many kinds of liquids or fresh fruit to heal the thirsty guilty after grab all the menu

After all menu have been tasted and the appetite on it completed, the next menu have been waiting

It's now your turn to think of
Are you ready to create a set of complete menu
It has to do with your self-skill and creativity, of course

Just enjoy the process and find yourself surprised on the result to be served

What's the menu of today?

Note:
It's just an analogy of what you can serve on your days ahead

FF

It's just like an old tape recorder
It's not automatically can be fast forwarded
It's manually done

Yet, the fall or fail
It cannot be fast forwarded automatically as that easy
It sometimes can be done if we totally have passed the phase of healing
We always manually and gradually fix it with all our full energy to being humble and sober

But, if it is as easy as we blink our eyes
There's no process of fighting with tons of tears, unbalanced spot and reason-cause realization
And there's no a best teacher which called a lesson-learn

So, should we be afraid to fall or fail?
Why should?
Fall or fail is the only beginning for us to grown-up, to move on and to walk on the life

Believe it or not. We never always win the game, right?
So, just manually follow the line...